Wednesday, February 20, 2019

“WRITING AND ME” – Kamarudeen Mustapha


I believe I was born to write. The urge to write is innate in me. It surged within me long before I actually knew how to write.  Poetry was my other name.  I was so passionate about it before the uncertainty of things in Nigeria weaned me of it. When I was growing up, in my primary school, District Council School, Oke–Ola, Iwo, we were taught no poetry nor nursery rhyme, but then everything written in verse delighted me, every poetical expression fascinated me, until a cousin of mine (Basiru) – God rests his soul, brought me a book of nursery rhymes. He attended his own primary school at a village in Oke – Osun. I monopolized the book for two months. I was just eleven, I created my first sets of English rhymes then – though I had been writing things poetic in Yoruba Language earlier. Thanks to all those classical Yoruba literary masterpieces, Ogboju Ode Ninu Igbo Irunmole, Igbo Olodumare. Aditu Olodumare, etc. by D.O. Fagunwa (my father’s books which I had also made my own) since then I have been writing poems – and I wrote hundreds of them in 1982 – long poems patterned after those in the book  "Pageantry of longer poems’’. 

I finished my primary school in 1976, and poor me, I couldn’t go to a secondary school. Reasons – poverty – poverty – broken home – Nigerian factors [demons that unmake prospective genii]. I was forced to learn photography in 1977 – Read my short story titled “I need someone to send me to school”. My failed efforts to go to secondary school inspired that story. True, I couldn’t go to school, I taught myself. I bought books and magazines. I read Times International and Newsweek, American magazines. Nigeria was better off then. Despite everything, poor me could afford buying those magazines in the 70’s, something I can’t do now. Those magazines are not even being imported to impoverished Nigeria of today like before. They are now for super elites.                             
I knew a lot about the world then than now. Zimbabwe got her independence before my very eyes. Iran and Iraq waged their war boldly before me. I knew Indira Gandhi one on one [through reading however] but now, I hardly know what happens in Nigeria if not for Facebook and other social platforms – I was closer to news especially in newspapers and magazines then than I am now. I read I read I read, I became better even than those in secondary school, especially in English and Literature –in –English. I did this because I knew as a writer, I had to know English language. In 1982, I sent my first collection of poems ‘’ Listen to a black man singing’’ to Vintage Press in USA, a vanity publisher. I couldn’t publish the book then because I couldn’t afford the $3,000 I was asked to pay. It was not until 1987 that my poems were first published in the media  - in New Nigeria Newspaper, Kaduna, in Triumph Newspaper, Kano, The Arts and Literary Editors then, who edited the poetry column known as,  PROEM, Mallam Bashiru Al–Bishak even gave me an award for an article on how to make Poetry popular in Nigeria. I also remember that the poems in Triumph Newspaper then were preferred then in bilingual – i.e. English/Hausa, English/Yoruba, etc.  The Title of one poem of mine I remember is, “Igba kii to lo bi Orere”. I can’t remember the English title now, but it dealt with dynamics and non – permanence of things. I also published a poem, “When the heaven shall fall down” in MAY ELLEN EZEKIEL’s (MEE of blessed memories) Classique. Then I had only Primary education, but I had taught myself to some extent and my poems were deemed publishable.
I loved writing very much then, I got to Zaria in 1983 and by 1985, honestly, I had completed my first Hausa poetry collection, “Sautin Saurayi” though this was never published because my mastery of Hausa language was poor and not only that, the fund was not there.
….TO BE CONTINUED

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